:: The Center of Happiness ::

Dear Treasured Traveling Companions,

I am writing this from Southern California
with ash still raining from the sky as a result
of the devastating fires that surround me in
Long Beach as I visit my three grandsons. To
the north is Malibu, to the south is Orange
County and San Diego, and to the east are the
fires in Lake Arrowhead and the forests of San
Bernardino County. The creepy orange glow
of the sun struggles to be seen through the
already too smoggy LA basin. How can there be
happiness knowing tragedy haunts so many.
And yet, if we are willing to see, positive things
can emerge even amidst such heartache and
challenge. From the ashes rises the Phoenix.

Just a couple of days ago before the fires had
made any progress toward containment I had
the opportunity to attend the afternoon session
of the Women’s Conference 2007, a day devoted
to honoring women hosted by Maria Shriver.
Here women gathered for a day of empowerment,
inspiration, acknowledgment. The meaning of the
day expanded as together we imagined ways to
provide relief for affected families. Together we
reflected on them, loosing their homes, jobs, and
life as they had known it, and attempted to vision
resilience for new beginnings. What we focus on
expands, and so we visioned peace and courage
for these families, and the safety of those risking
their lives to fight the fires.

It was amazing to hear the powerful presentations
of women such as Maria Shriver, Jamie Lee Curtis,
Linda Ellerbee, Nora Effron, and Nobel Peace Prize
recipient and activist Jody Williams. Distributed
were the Minerva Awards. The Maria Shriver Minerva
Award features Minerva, the Roman Goddess of
war and wisdom.

According to mythology, with her helmet on,
Minerva is a tireless warrior; without it she is the
goddess of peace. Today, women are warriors in
their everyday lives who nurture, protect and
fight for the people and causes they hold dear.
In her endeavors, Minerva embodies the qualities
of courage, wisdom and strength.

It was equally as powerful learn more about the
recipients of this award as it was to overhear the
conversations of ordinary women while standing in
line awaiting to be inspired. In a way, it was as touching
to hear these informal circles of women sharing from
their heart and imagining outside the box the ways
that they might be of service to those who were
experiencing loss in the surrounding communities.
Through contributions of time, energy, and money
and informal commitments made, a day devoted to
honoring women altered it’s focus to include offering
relief to the fire victims. Happiness honed by heartache
teaches us that we are all one and connected in some
way.

This conference is an event I will now plan to attend
each year, and many women there had already made it
an annual ritual pilgrimage. To hear/see clips of this
year’s conference, and years past, visit:
http://www.californiagovernorsconference.org/.

Dear Ones,

How grateful we continue to be to have you as a circle of support for my grandnephew, Connor, and his family. I am deeply pleased to continue to send you good news. Connor will soon return to Alaska after close to a year long stay at Children’s Hospital/Ronald McDonald House in Seattle.

As I read my niece’s latest update that I forward on to you, I am touched by her grace and her talent as a mom and a writer. Although Connor’s journey has been a rough one, it is Alicia who has walked a relentlessly stressful road, holding her family together at every turn. I wish I could give her days of sleep followed by and an all expenses paid family vacation to Disney World (their favorite place ion earth). She and Steve could have allowed the pressures to pull them apart, but instead their relationship is all the stronger. Although they had their moments of melt down, I seldom saw them take their stress out on one another. Instead they had great compassion and tenderness for one another, offering each other strength even when miles apart. Also, the grandmother’s offered such selflessness to be their for their little ones. It took the village! What peace builders they have been. It has not been an easy time for them to put their lives on hold in order to be present as a durable support system. Their presence and hands on help has made this challenging journey much easier.

So, drink in Alicia’s amazing update. I do hope at some point she will finally have time to pull these updates together and weave them with more of her reflections about this road of healing into a book to serve other parents.

Once again, thank you for surrounding Connor with your healing light. Since you now know you can heal cancer, what amazing thing will you do next. It makes everything else easier!!!

Please do not relinquish Connor from your prayers as he still has a distance to travel, but regardless of what is ahead, we joyfully celebrate now!!!

In deep gratitude,
Rhonda

CONNOR’S UPDATE…

Connor has done remarkable over the last month. He has slowly come off several of the medications used to treat his graft verse host disease (GVHD) and is showing no signs of any problems. Since he is still on two medications that lower his immune system, I have to check his temperature at least twice a day. Any time he gets a fever of over 101 degrees, even if he has no other symptoms, we get to go to the hospital and have blood tests done to rule out infection. Unfortunately, over the last month we have been to the ER four times for this reason. Most of the time the fevers would go away as quickly as they came but last Sunday this was not the case. In less than an hour, his fever went from being normal to 104 degrees. After having blood tests done in the ER, he was admitted into the hospital the next day with a blood infection. The doctors started him on antibiotics and within a day, the infection was getting better and we were able to return “home” Thursday. Even though it was a shame to be back in the hospital, it gave us a chance to see all the incredible people who have been there for us every step of the way one last time before heading back to Alaska. We still do not have an exact date on when we will get to return home but the doctors are talking about sometime the middle of March. Along with doing well medically, he has done marvelous with potty training and as his hair gets longer and the signs of cancer fade thankfully there is little left to remind us of all his body has been through.

Carson is a master at walking and loves to climb on everything. His personality is starting to blossom as he becomes more independent. He has accomplished many milestones while living a “hospital life” and it is hard to believe that he was not even rolling over when we got here. Steve is incredible and my love for him gets stronger everyday. As hard as it is for us to be down here coping with all of this I cannot imagine how hard it is for him to be at home. He has been working hard on our house to get it ready for us to return home and I am very excited to see all the changes. I was able to go home for a weekend the end of January to help pick out some of the new things for the house. It was wonderful to be home even if it was only for a short time. Most days what I desire most is more sleep. Between Connor’s appointments, medicine and chasing the boys by the end of the day I am exhausted. Nevertheless, no matter how tired I am when I hear the boys laughing and playing together it makes everything worth it

Recently a wonderful website: www.freewebs.com/kidscancercrusade was brought to my attention. This great site brings together stories from families that are surviving childhood cancer. It allows you to follow there journey, provide encouragement and send sympathy. I know one of the things that helped me through the hard days was the messages of hope and support. I encourage all of you to check out this site and see the amazing children that are more courageous than I can ever hope to be.

Thank you to everyone for you continued support. There is not a day that goes by after all this time that we do not feel your love and prayers.

All our love,
The Dunham’s
Steve, Alicia, Connor and Carson

Check out Connor singing Take Me out to the Ball Game at http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7116764384596726585&pr=goog-sl

God Sent to Me an Angel

By Paul Dammon 11/96

God sent to me an angel,

it had a broken wing.

I bent my head and wondered,

“How could God do such a thing?”

When I asked the Father

why He sent this child to me,

the answer was forthcoming;

He said, “Listen and you’ll see.”

“My children are all precious,

and none is like the rest.

Each one to me is special,

and the least is as the best.

I send each one from Heaven

and I place it in the care

of those who know my mercy,

those with love to spare.

Sometimes I take them back again.

Sometimes I let them stay.

No matter what may happen,

I am never far away.

So if you find an angel

and you don’t know what to do, l

remember, I am with you,

love is all I ask of you.”

Alicia R. Dunham

5130 40th Ave NE, Room B 13

Seattle WA 98105

206-838-0707 Seattle Home

www.thestatus.com ID:Dunham- Password:unique-book

The bone marrow made it here safe and sound and at 9:30pm Connor’s transplant began. It is infused, much like a blood transfusion is given, over 3-4hours. Everything is going great so far and now the waiting for engraftment to begin. Thank you to everyone for your continued love and prayers.

All our love,

The Dunham’s

Dear Family, Friends and Loved Ones,

Tomorrow, September 27th, a miracle will happen… a very conscious miracle. Connor will receive a donation of pure love, pure connection of heart from a 34 year-old woman from Europe we know little about in the form of her bone marrow. We do know that this young woman is willing to gift Connor with possibility. We all voice our gratitude!

Our happiness is our responsibility, even at times like this one when fear knocks.

“When fear knocked, faith answered, and no one was there.”
– Old English Proverb

The greatest gift we can give another is being accountable and responsible for our own joy. We call on a sense of knowing that all is well regardless of the circumstances. Seeing the magic in each precious present moment allows us to see beyond the limits of our circumstances and limiting beliefs and allows us to gain strength from the unexpected miracles that exist in even the most challenging times.

This journey has brought together a huge family of support. What we focus on expands, so let us join in showering love on all who have been and will be remotely or directly a part of Connor’s transplant tomorrow. See Connor’s body receiving this pure love in the form of bone marrow from an angel across the pond, and envision it being welcomed by Connor’s body for rapid rejuvenation and healing. Feel the joy this woman feels knowing she has done a noble thing. Imagine the courage of Steve and Alicia as they cradle Connor through this experience. Let time transform. Bless each caregiver, family, friend and stranger, that comes to assist them and to help care for Carson. Hold the hands of the grandma’s and grandpa’s who ache to see thier children and grandchildren walk this uncertain path. Celebrate the love and flow of resources present that will eventually carry this family home to Alaska to a house easily prepared to accommodate for Connor’s transitioning immune system. Trust the Mystery to offer faith, hope, and courage that we dance with and surrender to with grace whatever is meant to be for our highest and best. Together our compassion and connection grows as we experience community and as we walk together on this journey with Connor.

Here is Alicia’s current ,and oh so inspiring update.
Breathe in this sacred miracle and know you are an essential part.

XXOO,
Rhonda

9/26/06

From Alicia and the Dunham family…

Hello to all,

Back in July when we found out Connor was going to need a bone marrow transplant and September seemed to be an eternity away. And now here we sit in our hospital room only hours from one of the biggest moments of our life.

Connor checked into Childrens Hospital Monday the 18th and was started on fluids to make sure he was fully hydrated for radiation Tuesday morning. We had to go the University of Washington to receive radiation and since he was feeling good Steve and I were able to drive him. I didn’t think it was going to be as hard as it was for me to start this next phase but as they sedated him to start the procedure I was in a whirlwind of emotions. I was crying both tears of joy and anxiety knowing that there was no turning back once the radiation began. Connor did great! He had a total of 8 sessions over 4 days. Since he is so small they had to sedate him each time to ensure he would not move. This meant no eating or drinking from 3am till about 4pm and although Connor was not to happy about this, he did wonderful. We were warned that the radiation would make him tired and not want to eat and that he would probably need to be started on I.V. nutrition by the start of the weekend. Well here we are Tuesday and even though he is not as active as he was just days ago, he still wants to go for walks, plays basketball and has even been able to maintain his weight well enough to not need I.V. nutrition yet. The doctors are impressed every morning at how well he is doing. Today is a rest day with no major events planned and the transplant still on schedule for sometime Wednesday. No one can tell us what to expect after the transplant because everyone’s timeline of events are different but the doctors expect that the marrow will start to engraft 10-20 days after transplant.

The rest of us are doing well and are all adjusting to hospital living. Steve took the first week of hospital “duty” and enjoyed spending the extra time one on one with Connor while he has been feeling good. This week is my turn. I think one of the most difficult things for me while Connor is in the hospital is finding balance between being with him, spending time with Carson and finding time for myself without feeling guilty about where I am at. I know that Carson is surrounded by love no matter where he so it makes it a little easier when I am at the hospital for long hours. Carson had his 9 month well baby check up yesterday and passed with flying colors. He weights 22.7 lbs and is 30 inches tall. He learned how to wave bye-bye this week and is working on getting a few more teeth.

I was recently asked “What is the most important thing you have learned so far in this adventure?” It is hard for me to answer this question with just one thing because this whole experience has changed me so much in many ways. I have questioned every aspect of my life since we have been here and have become a better person because of it. Children are amazing! I see this everyday, and even though I would never wish for any family to have to experience this, I do think you should spend sometime with a child who has cancer and see how they look at life. They live in the moment and know how to embrace everything that life has to offer. It will truly teach you that on a daily basis we don’t take enough time to enjoy life. As adults we get caught up in work, money, and material possessions and forget to take pleasure in all the wonderful things that surround us. Everyday I see how wonderful God is and without being forced to turn to him in this time of need I don’t think I would have truly experienced His splendor.

I am not sure what time Connor’s transplant will be on Wednesday but I ask that you hold us close to your hearts, lift him up in prayer, and take a few minutes to enjoy what life has to offer as we all take this next big step.

All our love,
The Dunham’s
Steve, Alicia, Connor and Carson

Alicia R. Dunham

5130 40th Ave NE

Seattle WA 98105

206-838-0888 Seattle Home

907-232-4629 Alicia Cell

907-232-1206 Steve Cell

www.thestatus.com ID:Dunham- Password:unique-book

http://www.connordunham.com

Welcome to this week’s DRIVE YOURSELF HAPPY Road Ramblings.

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Today’s rambling from the road will include:

* Between Pleasure and Meaning by Rhonda Hull, Ph.D.
* Bliss and the Brain A Society for Neuroscience Briefing
* Drive-By Quotes To Carry With You on the Journey

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Six Strategies for Happiness
Step #2
Happiness Lies at the Intersection Between Pleasure and Meaning

Hello Friends and Traveling Companions,

I have just returned from a pleasure-full and meaningful adventure visiting my grandsons, making new professional connections, and culminating with another inspiring time with my grand-nephew, Connor, as he and his family face the challenges of healing his leukemia. Each heart-felt component to my trip offered me great joy and expanded the meaning essential to my life.

We live in such a pleasure oriented society that is live by the demands of others and where we expect immediate gratification. It is understandable how life can feel so hallow. Though there are over 6 billion of us walking the earth, we seem to feel unconnected, isolated, unhappy, and alone. Each morning, burdened by the pressures of life we greet the morning saying, “Good God, morning,” rather than “Good morning, God! Our enthusiasm for life has become weary.

I am certain that happiness lies at the intersection of pleasure and meaning. All of the amenities of life can be wonderful to have, but without meaning, the joy brought by material, monetary and superficial gain is short lived and hallow.

May of you are already aware that over that past several weeks I have been touched by the journey of my grand-nephew, Connor, as he faces the challenges of healing from leukemia, and blessed to be a part of his healing journey. Amidst the heartaches of facing cancer, Connor and his family choose to find the meaning and discover the diamonds honed by this overwhelming experience. They find pleasure in simple moments and deep meaning through being surrounded by love as they walk this relentless path.

What would life be worth without being meaningful? Connor’s situation is not unlike the circumstances faced by Victor Frankl. Frankl, author of the landmark `Man’s Search for Meaning’ and one of the last great psychotherapists of this century survived the Holocaust, even though he was in four Nazi death camps including Auschwitz from 1942-45. His parents and other members of his family did not survive. During — and partly because of — his suffering in concentration camps and the incredible losses he experienced, Frankl developed a revolutionary approach to psychotherapy and invited us all to assume our responsibility for our own happiness.

“Ultimately, man should not ask what the meaning of his life is, but rather must recognize that it is he who is asked. In a word, each man is questioned by life; and he can only answer to life by answering for his own life; to life he can only respond by being responsible.”
— Victor Frankl Man’s Search for Meaning, p.172

Although for most of us our daily living is not as bleak as what Frankl experienced in Nazi, Germany, there still is a haze of despair and depression over all of us because of economic pressures, social threats, and the heartache of war that touches all of us. It has become so easy to go numb and get caught up in running through life without a clear idea of what brings us joy and feeling like life has been drained of its meaning. From this place of emptiness we fail to even notice the magic in the simple and sweet moments. True happiness need not be expensive. It need not be planned. It need not have frills, bells, buzzers and whistles. Regardless of our circumstances, remembering how to notice meaning even amidst inclement circumstances brings the meaning that makes joy durable.

At the core of Frankl’s theory is the belief that humanity’s primary motivational force is the search for meaning. Life does not have sustainable pleasure without meaning. Deep joy will remain illusive if we continue to believe life owes us something. It is not life’s responsibility to provide us with joy and meaning, but ours to create and embrace joy and meaning by being fully who we are authentically.

Whether at home or professionally, the intention is to engage in activities that hold both personal significance and that are enjoyable in a heart felt way. Show up fully in life and engage rather than waiting for life and meaning to find you. Dare to open your heart and feel the spectrum of emotion hidden there. Laugh often, forgive quickly, celebrate even small victories, trust more, and hold on to life with a looser grip and fewer expectations. Give generously without the expectation of receiving in return. Hug often. Greet the morning willing for it to be wonderful rather than expecting another day of drudgery.

Feeling all the ’shoulds’ nipping at my toes, I am savoring the last few days of a visit with my grandbabies with no regrets, for the joy they bring me and the guidance and love I bring them are what make my life full of meaning. Watch children. They have not forgotten the how to find joy in a soft breeze, a warm day, feeling sprinklers on their feet, or delighting in a butterfly flying by.

In Joy,
Rhonda
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Bliss and the Brain
A Society for Neuroscience Briefing

While many researchers have tracked the molecular mechanisms of depression, fear and anger, they mostly ignored happiness. In recent years, however, a cadre of scientists has turned their focus to this positive emotion. Studies indicate that pleasant feelings are associated with certain brain responses that appear to vary in intensity between individuals. The research may lead to new ways to pump up happiness in unhappy humans.

A warm breeze enters the window. A jogger trots by with his black lab. Purple and yellow crocuses bloom below.

You are happy.

Scientists are just now finding out how the brain enters into this idyllic picture. One line of research indicates that certain activity in the front part of the brain, the prefrontal cortex, is essential for joy. And perennial optimists appear to have pumped up activity in this brain area. The new research is leading to:

A better understanding of how the brain contributes to overall emotion.

Insights into why some people are happier than others.

New methods to boost pleasant feelings in human beings.
Brain-damaged patients provided some of the first clues on how the brain handles positive emotion. For example, researchers found that patients who were prone to pathological laughing or bursts of euphoria tend to have damage on the right side of the brain.

In contrast, patients who were prone to pathological crying or depression tend to have damage on the left side of the brain. The studies suggest that normally the left side plays a role in happy feelings, while the right side aids negative feelings.

Research in healthy individuals backs this theory and provides evidence that the prefrontal cortex is key (see illustration below). For example, measures of brain activity indicate that pleasant film clips, pleasant tastes and cash incentives increase left-side brain activity near the forehead. Unpleasant film clips, unpleasant tastes and a threat of cash loss raise right-side brain activity near the forehead.

Furthermore, studies suggest that certain people’s ability to see life through rose-colored glasses links to a heightened left-sided brain function. A scrutiny of brain activity indicates that individuals with natural positive dispositions have trumped up activity in the left prefrontal cortex compared with their more negative counterparts.

Infants even show this difference. For example, babies who tend to cry when separated from their mothers also tend to have lower left and higher right-sided prefrontal activity compared with non-wailers.

Evidence suggests that the left-siders may better handle stressful events on a biological level. For example, studies show that they have a higher function of cells that help defend the body, known as natural killer cells, compared with individuals who have greater right side activity. Left-sided students who face a stressful exam have a smaller drop in their killer cells than right-siders. Other research indicates that generally left-siders may have lower levels of the stress hormone, cortisol.

Scientists currently are investigating how genes may account for the different variables. Some studies that examined general well-being already indicate that genes possibly explain about 40 to 50 percent of people’s differing happiness levels.

A recent evaluation of the happiness levels of over 100 chimps as well as their family history determined that genes play a large role in the emotion. Human twins who share the same genetic makeup are more similar in how happy they are compared with twins who do not share the same genetic makeup, according to another report.

Could this research suggest that you’ll have to settle for a life of mild satisfaction? Do the signs of summer make you happy, but not as happy as that person with different genes and more left-sided brain activation? Will life’s stressors affect you more than left-siders?

Cheer up.

Researchers suspect that you have some control. For one, certain techniques may be able to alter your brain circuitry. An ongoing study is testing whether a life of meditation among Buddhist monks affects their prefrontal brain activation. Other research is examining the brain and health effects of an eight-week meditation program on biotechnology employees. Read more about Meditation!

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Drive-By Quotes To Carry
With You on the Journey

“When one door of happiness closes, another opens;
but often we look so long at the closed door
that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.”

– Helen Keller

“I don’t think God cares where we were graduated
or what we did for a living.
God wants to know who we are.
Discovering this is the work of the soul - it is our true life’s work.”

– Bernie Siegel

“The problem with the rat race is that even if you win,
you’re still a rat.”

–Lily Tomlin

“But what is happiness
except the simple harmony between a man and the life he leads. ”

– Albert Camus

“You can live a lifetime and, at the end of it,
know more about other people than you know about yourself.”

– Beryl Markham

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If you’re serious about learning some new rules for the road of life that will guide you in creating resilient happiness today instead of years down a very bumpy road, you may want to learn more about my book, Drive Yourself Happy: A Motor-vational Maintenance Manual for Maneuvering Through Life. In it I turn everyday road signs into signs of happiness guideposts that remind you of your wisdom literally at every turn. My book will offer you practical and powerful guidance for having joyful balance in your life regardless of your circumstances.

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www.circleconnections.com (enjoy the early bird special for the Magnificence of Circle Expo in September!)
www.offeringsmagazine.com
www.connordunham.com (follow his progress and invite a your friends to become a part of his healing process!)

One definition of insanity is that we keep on doing over and over again what has already proven not to work. At such a pressured time when life and everything in it seems so crazy and worrisome we all long for a new way. We want relief from stress, a sense of belonging, and the hope, energy, and empowerment to make a difference.

Even though there are six billion of us on this planet elbow-to-elbow, (about half of them women), we still feel isolated, discouraged, and alone. Isn’t it amazing?

At this time we cannot afford to be silent and alone. I am profoundly aware of the need for and the power of connection if we are to heal and strengthen the world in which we live. It is critical that we develop an authentic relationship with our self, first, and from that centered place, create loving relationships with others.

A woman’s touch is desperately needed. Women are now being called by the circumstances at hand to find their voice and offer their conscious gentle touch to create the peaceful change that is needed.

It is not a time for women to play small. Women are doing amazing things everywhere. Even though we have amazing opportunities for communication, we remain unaware of all the incredible resources and magnificent people who surround us, also doing amazing things. One group or circle is unaware of the many other groups emerging and doing creative things and sharing valuable wisdom. It seems a critical time for the magnificence of circles as a model of shared leadership and the extraordinary wisdom of ordinary women to come boldly to life so women can connect, share, and make a difference with their innate gifts.

The need was there, so we filled it! I am writing to let you know about a new organization I have co-founded with Ann Smith and Carol Hansen Grey called Circle Connections, Inc. This membership organization offers first and foremost, a place where amazing women can connect! It also offers training, education and support to women who wish to start and/or maintain a circle group, regardless of its focus. Its members will benefit from state of the art technology to find, connect and collaborate with other circles throughout the United States and Canada.

Amazing things happen when women gather, renew, and focus their energy. One way we provide circle training is to offer joy-filled 3-day retreats where participants will be immersed in the Magnificence of Circle! Experiencing a circle in action always offers unexpected surprises and heart-felt connections.

Our first retreat is scheduled for September 22-24, 2006 at the Mercy Center in Burlingame, CA, just minutes away from the San Francisco airport. For more information about the retreat and/or to reserve your spot, please visit our website at: http://circleconnections.com/trainings/9-22-06Retreat.html
Space is limited to 40 women, so please take advantage of the early-bird sign up.

Imagine what it will be like when we learn to deeply listen to and respect one another? What if women got that they are magnificent, powerful, and gifted by nature? By empowering and inspiring women, it is our belief that the women’s circle movement will be a major catalyst in creating a world where peace and harmony exist. We invite you to join us!

Rhonda Hull, Ph.D.
Co-Founder Circle Connections
http://www.circleconnections.com